Sunday, 17 August 2008
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Who am I?
Fine.
Spilling your so called "guts" to people you don't even know on something you can't go back on once people have read it is no easy task. I'm not nervous about doing this. Just curious. I mean what am I expected to do here? Tell you everything that goes on with me? Whenever I feel let down, hurt, happy, sad or any thing else that day?
I think people underestimate just how easy it is to fake who you are when no one can see you. I can pretend to be everything I'm not and you couldn't tell. Why? Because I wouldn't be able to either.
If I write down everything will you even be appreciative? What will I become after you read my thoughts? After you read what I have to say? I'll either be "gay and on crack" or "honest and a hero." Either way, criticism is something no one on this planet can escape no matter how badly some of us want to. I will have to pretend it doesn't bother me, and keep writing for hopes that one day someone will compliment me on my thoughts and opinions.
Who am I really then? Someone I want to be, or someone I want people to accept? I don't think it matters. Like I said before, it's easy to fool someone when they have no clue who they're reading about.
That being said, I am whoever I want to be. Today, I am deep and thoughtful. Tomorrow I can be funny and care free. It doesn't matter who I am or what I write down.
I am who I want to be.
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